Bebe の 旅

I can boast to many works
Done out of insecurity
And credit many conversations
To my immaturity
And while I’m misunderstood
You are understanding me
And showing me
How grace is enough

For everything that I’ve done right
Seems a thousand I’ve done wrong
And I keep on losing count
Of all the times my flesh has won
And when the light of Christ that’s in me
Is overshadowed by the fall
You’re showing me
How grace is enough

When I feel unworthy
And so undeserving

Chorus:
Still I can come, just as I am
For I find Your love
Is free of condition
So I will run to Your wide open arms
Where I am accepted
And I am forgiven
Grace is enough for me
Your grace is enough for me

I’ve been quick at passing judgment
When I’m worthy of conviction
And the times I’ve measured virtue
Only based on my religion
But theology it seems
It’s not the things that’s saving me
Your are showing me
A grace that’s enough

When I feel unworthy
And so undeserving

(Chorus)

Bridge:
Though I was blind, now I see
Sweet is the sound
Of Your grace over me
You said it all on the Cross
Your grace goes beyond
All that I’ve done

When I feel unworthy
And so undeserving
You love me beyond
All my failing and hurting
It’s not who I am
But who I can be
And I know You are working
Your purpose in me

(Chorus)

Your grace is enough
More than enough
Your grace is enough for me


Gw baru sadar
Kasih Tuhan bener-bener nyata dalam hidup gw
Gw baru putus, gw terpuruk selama kurang lebih 48 jam.
Gw nggak bisa tidur, sampe2 tadi pagi gw masuk HC selama 3 jem (rela2in ga ikut pelajaran) gara2 soal ginian.
Tapi gw pengen terus berdoa. Gw tau ini proses yang sedang gw jalanin, dan ini cuma penderitaan sementara.
Karna kalo kita pengen bener-bener dibenarkan dalam Tuhan,
kita harus alami sendiri. Segala susah payah, tangis raungan ato kaing-kaingan, sukacita maupun dukacita..
Satu hari nanti, itu bakal dipadukan dengan cinta Tuhan yang gak pernah ada ujungnya.
Setiap masalah pasti ada jalan keluar asalkan kita mau berserah sama Tuhan
Nggak ada masalah yang ada jalan buntunya!

Biarpun kita kotor, lusuh, dosa bejibun, tapi Tuhan tetep bakal terima kita apa adanya

inget:
It's not who I am,
But who I can be

Tuhan pasti punya berkat dibalik semua masalah kita
Gw sekarang udah bebas! :D

NB: gw gak tau ya klo hati kalian itu masih bebal. walaupun lu tau Tuhan itu ada, tapi lu tetep keras kepala, coba dinginkan kepala lu sebentar. biarkan Tuhan ngomong sama lu. kasih Dia waktu buat ngomong.. OK? :)